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I just learned that my moods le and high school crush is dying of brain cancer. I am in tears. He has a wife and two very small girls. -
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Just saw Lennon reading in his bed with a flashlight. Love that when he wants to read he does. Just wish I could get him to start enjoying chapter books, not much to choose from for boys his age with his interests. -
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I miss having friends. I miss talking and driving around. I miss sitting on the porch. I miss that stage of life were you don't have real responsibility but you think you do. I miss college. If I could go back there would be a few things I would do differently. I wish I was a better friend mostly. -
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I started at a new school after 11 years at the same and only school I have ever worked at. There are several awesome pros but there is one big con. Several of my students have IEPs, no big deal because I can handle most of their needs. But there is one student in the 8th grade who acts and comprehends at a 3rd grade level. The student attaches to ( Read more... ) -
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Things have really been good lately. Since I started running everyday I feel calmer and happier. I am still tired as everything but I am sure it is because I get up so early for school and don't get a nap like in the summer.
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Lennon just woke me up. He was scared again. I put him back to bed and now I can't sleep. Access One called Monday and I have not called them back. I need to put two more months of speech therapy on it. We just might reach $15000 in medical bills soon. I don't know why I feel as though I am the only one this bothers. We still have not paid my ( Read more... ) -
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Emerson's meds are making him sick to his stomach in the morning. Since it is the week leading to spring break I couldn't take time off and Eric has been taking care of him. I felt so bad at work today hearing about the morning and not being there for him. My lesson went totally bad as well bc somehow the natural gas was turned off in my room and ( Read more... ) -
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Today was a very hard day. For most of the day the boys were constant on me or calling for me or needing me for one reason or another. While I love them very much it just wore on me today. It is times like this when I question if I should be a mom or not. Maybe it is because my period is due and I am more emotional but lord help me if my whole ( Read more... ) -
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Feeling very anxious again. Not sure why. Another student from work past away this weekend, she was hit by a train after sleeping? on the tracks. I guess right now I am feeling judged by family. I know I shouldn't but I do a little.
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