Been so all over the place. It isn't a "busy" all over the place, either. It's just a non-centered state, which I am dying to get out of. Literally. I don't know what I've done, how to do anymore, what else to do!

Very very glad that school is ovaaaa soon.

Life = mRRRder.

 I will worry only when I need to, and I should never need to worry.

So it's pretty much the end of August.  A customer at work observed that, "Whenever the CNE comes to Toronto, the weather gets crappy."  I agree, and this also led me to think that, when the CNE comes, it's the end of the summer ( Read more... )

this whole university thing saddens me.....

dreams seem so far away now.  

I believe that I used to have a longer attention span, a longer 'focus' for things.  I'm getting impatient again, I guess.  I've been feeling quite gross and sick lately.  Sick in my gut, in my body.   It doesn't feel good, that's what I know.

This winter feels like it's dragging out.   When's the sun coming back?  I don't want anymore of this ( Read more... )

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GOOOD PARTY for the most part last night.

SHORT SHIFT!!! WOOOOHOO. Less $$ but, more rest time. Thank God.

Aw.. I want another one.

** You're nice, but don't be such a crpr creep!

I keep on fighting my sleep.

I'm so good at it,

it's not good!

P.S. SO muddled!

So I miss a lot of things.

I have a feeling I am in that state, where a volcano is going to erupt soon, but then it's just quiet, and everyone's just waiting for it to flow over.

Hmmm.

I could be wrong.

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October soon?

so then what do you do with these feelings?

give em up to the skies and the waters.