haha forgot i had a LJ...does anyone even read this anymore? wonder if i should move it to a new site?? hmm...

ya its been a minute since i have updated. life is been nutso. all is good. had one of the scariest moments last night watchin my boy play bball. came 2 realize i wont make a good nurse. i kick my patients. haha. ill try to update more. jus been hectic. peace. <3 

 omg im xhausted! we had so much fun. ill go into details later but we got there fri nite at 9. stayed up gambling & partying til 3. sat we partied all nite (more later on that evening) got to the rm at 6am woke up at 930 this morning. ate, gambled and left. i got us a suite for 2 nites, free buffet all weekend, spa passes and drinks at shimmers ( Read more... )

havent written in a while lol. so last weekend i went to vegas. had a awesome time. im friends with one of the members in barry manilows band so i got to see him. theres another group who plays at a club in the hilton and opens for big time groups and the drummer/lead vocalist and i are good friends. and i got to see him. was a fun weekend. im ( Read more... )

 ive had a few people who read this...which btw didnt kno neone did lol...ask me why the past 4 enteries or whatever have been locked. they asked me what the point was. well my dear friends the point was for ME to be able to read and analyze and see wtf im doing right or wrong. theres a few things going on that noone knows about and i dont wanna ( Read more... )

so much has happened. wow. im not gonna get n2 everything but 2 say ive learned a LOT in the past few wks. i have learned who my real friends are. i have learned when not to say shit. i have learned WHO not to say shit 2. this whole thing with my friend who i liked opened my eyes up a lot. we have been put thru the wringer and tested more than any ( Read more... )

i am soooooooooooo sick. omg. went to a wedding and my gurl and i both cussed in church and both of us are sicker than ever. went to the dr today and she said its a bad case of the flu borderline pnomona..however u spell that....holy god. the pain ive been in since sat nite is unbelieveable. it sucks. im in hell. ive never felt so much pain. grrr ( Read more... )

 my hrs got changed at wk as of today. i work from 4am to 1230pm. or 430 to 1. watever i want. im working from hm til 730ish then in the office for a few hrs. i luv it. by march or april ill be able to work from hm full time. and im tryin to get a wk from hm job to do when i get home. ya. life is wondeful. jimmy is different. good different. he ( Read more... )

so far this yr started off dam good. lets see its day 3 of my weight loss journey and me being a scale whore i weighed myself this mornin and i lost 3 pds in 3 days!! got a good promo @ wk. my hrs are from 4am to noon and i get to work 2 of those hrs in the mornin from the comfort of my own bed. jimmy and i are better than we were b4 i told him ( Read more... )

 the guy across the hall asked me out... oh ya. im a lean mean datin machine. 2nite with the guys sher and i met on new yrs eve (that "play" for the kc cheifs) and 2mrw hottie from across the hall. life is wonderful. and j is on my jock again. yumm yumm. hee hee