so yup.. this is me.. angry and happy at the same time... i have officially realized i am a fucking geek for EVER getting back with the American.... yup.. even though the fucker.. has my heart.. damn it.. we are just so wrong for each other.. i know it.. cuz... the connection is just so fucking powerful.. so when itz good.. its good.. but when it ( Read more... )

so here i go.. again.. on another rant. hahaha... so today... i must BE pmsN or something.. cuz holy shit.. i have gone thru a couple of mood swings since 5pm... a whole lot is running thru my mind... i am annoyed so much right now.. i just want to be left the fuck alone.. and the damn phone won't stop ringing... and my mom keeps buggen me.. and my ( Read more... )

so i am in a pickle of a all pickles.. here... hahaha so there is this guy... robert.. and then there is that other guy Wes.. well things are sorta stalled with robert but we are totally into each other.. i went out on a date on saturday nite.. it was fucking lame as hell.. and there is this younger guy named tyler... who seems nice enuff.. but he ( Read more... )

so... it has been awhile since i last posted.. and alot has been going on in my world... my fucked up world... ya... sure has... hahaha... i have a beau on the horizon... his name is Robert... hez nice.. gotz a job.. hez 33... and he says all the right things it seems like he really means what he says... ahhhh ya i know.. i never mentioned... the ( Read more... )

sup... so ya... bebo is suckin. and myspace is seriously suckin... and youtube sux ass even more!!! fuck em all i say.... so i am leaving for america in the morning with my sista b.. gonna rule all!! i just might not wanna come home!!! and just roam around america fer life!!! fuck ya son... adventure city... fuck man i am here for a good time NOT a ( Read more... )

so i haven't wrote in my blog for ages........ lets see.. what is new that i haven't already exausted... i am emo today... as always... on friday i am soooooooo taking off from here... gonna rule!! nice to get the fuck outta here... lots going on in my head i wanna sort it all out before i type or say anything... i will say this though... i ( Read more... )

i have alot on my mind today again... my ldbf is all like i love you and crap right .. ya so he loves me.. and says ya ur gonna be my wife and momma to all my babies.. and all that crap right... so this is it.. so do i really wanna be a momma to many babies and be a wife? like fer real... me and him have that holy fuck whoa omg connection... fer ( Read more... )

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............. so ya... i am so not gonna do the whole long distance thing NO more... he told me some stuff i care not to repeat but lets just say .. i am going down to the states to offically dump his sorry ass.. but not until i MILK him dry!!! cash everything.. payback is a bitch muthafucker!!! ooooooo i am so gonna get him... he isn't gonna sweet ( Read more... )

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