So ... it is weird looking back at myself as a high schooler/freshman in college... I'm reading my entries from years ago and it is making me laugh because now I'm not graduating high school, I'm graduating college. It is amazing how fast time flies by. Everyone I was friends with on here I no longer speak to. We have all changed so drastically ( Read more... )

Love hate relationships define life. I don't know what my drive is anymore and it's starting to scare me... without it what point is there to all this?

Ok. So single may not define my status. Technically I do not have a boyfriend, however, I am seeing someone. It sounds slutty but it isn't. He and I talked and it's not that he doesn't want to be with me but right now isn't the right time and I fully understand that because I feel the same way. We both have school, work, family, programs, etc ( Read more... )

Yes. So the relationship was worth it in the end, and I learned a lot about myself and my strengths. And now I can once again look for another. HAHAH NO! I'm desiring singledom for now, because he actually really hurt me. Go figure, that he could hurt me more during a two month relationship than my year long exes combined. Oh well. I will ( Read more... )

Relationships make no sense... and yet they do... hahaha Anyway, there are so many problems for no reason but they are resolving themselves and if anything, enhancing my current relationship... I finally have a goal.. well one that I can admit to after such a long time of denial.

Why did I decide to go into my freshman year in a relationship??? HAHAHA It's not even that I'm tempted to cheat. It's just that it's way too much drama to be dealt with. It's some bull that's what it is. Eff this.

There is so much going on that I don't know where to begin. I guess I'll be my little organized, dorky self and do this by outline format ( Read more... )

So, I've officially went through my first real week of college. So far it's okay, I mean, I'm not that happy simply because as a commuter it is hard for me to find a comfortable social life. I've made friends but in all honesty, it's not like I feel totally comfortable... but it will come with time. Work has been great about my hours and about ( Read more... )

I seem to only be able to stay single for four months at a time. Yes, Laura is once again off the market... it's weird because I was quite happy being single, and the thing about Justin is I don't need him... not that I don't want him, but I don't need him... I pay for myself constantly, unless he really insists, and I don't rely on him for ( Read more... )

I would like to retract a statement I made two entries ago. It is true that maybe I didn't try that hard to be friends with people and I am sorry if I came off as being accusatory and what not. However, I did call people and half the time I got attitude or every excuse as to why they were unavailable only to find out they went out with other ( Read more... )