I'm in Hell.

Work is making sick. I'm sick in the head and my heart hurts. I'm seriously considering going out on FMLA once i see my shrink next week; I have the paperwork printed out and everything.

My boss can be an over bearing bitch. The lack of cooperation and back biting is thr worst I've ever seen- even at Emory where the egos were huge people ( Read more... )

I am up WAY the hell earlier than I wanted to be. My body started waking me up near 6:45 and just out of sheer stubborn, I lingered to about 8:00, kinda sorta drifting in and out of dozes. I think I know why I slept wonky- I was on the wrong side of the bed. While I don't have a spring mattress, I still don't want one side to get more, compressed? ( Read more... )

I'm down in Fayetteville today, specifically to consult with them about their scripting needs. I get to hide in my little office in the back and may actually get some good work done. This would be a bonus since yeah- I pretty much spent a lot of yesterday dicking around as much as possible. I think I felt that justified as I spent almost 3 hours of ( Read more... )

I really should be working right now. Really and truly. Should be working. Right now ( Read more... )

That's how I feel this morning.

I am very impressed with myself this morning. I over slept by 45 minutes. Meaning, my alarm went off at its usual time, I turned the light on, turned the alarm off, slouched back in bed, and apparently went deep cover for nearly another hour. This is unusual with the light on. I'm working out in FV this morning and it's a hike and I'm usually there ( Read more... )

I had my first physical manifestation of a being frustrated/pissed off at work today.

It involved me slamming my mouse down on the desk and shattering it.

I don't like that this happened. 

Oh good lord, I'm tired. I was out late last night and it was fantastic catching up with one of my favorite people from my last job. KJ and I always pick up right where we left off and we sat around a table and just laughed for 3 1/2 hours straight ( Read more... )

You know what would be awesome? If people who have an extra 0 at the end of their paychecks would take the time to understand aspects of their own business so they don't make unilateral, uninformed decisions. Just sayin'. This small rant was brought to you by an email exchange between me and my boss that started at 5:30am. At least she and I are on ( Read more... )

Another rainy Monday drive in to work. Ugh. It's gray and humid and just....ick.  I'm having a hard time clearing sleep and fog from my eyes and right now, I'm not sure I have ever wanted a cigarette more.  I slept...alright. Was woken up twice by beasts who clearly have already started to occupy our attic. Lovely. Didn't take them long at all to ( Read more... )