that at times-

i want to destroy absolutely everything and everyone i see in front of me.

move to this fucking beat.
let the hate take hold of you.

burn like fucking embers.

i've lost all hope.

it's very, very strange living a life that was supposed to have ended a little over a year ago.

i don't know if i really want this.

just sort of floating.

apathetic and confused as to what i am still here for.

fuck the memories ( Read more... )

i am a fucking failure.

part of me hopes my heart just stops...because i feel completly useless.

a 20-year old

with absolutely nothing accomplished.

outlook is bleak.

i don't wanna be me,.

a year passes ( Read more... )

I feel like complete and total shit.

not much sleep last night.

and i just feel really off...

i hate.

ever feel like just unplugging ( Read more... )

dread.

horror.

misery.

regret.

fucking murder me.

please.

can't kill myself.

someone do it for me.

i'm trying to decide if this is real ( Read more... )

you know ( Read more... )