Without any type of warning, I moved away to California. I packed my things and left.

I didn't even tell anyone.

Ever have that feeling when you just need to get away, then everything seems so fixed that you can't leave.

Well, I just dropped it all.

and now I'm back. I have grown.

I am so very excited about Paris Hilton having another video out.

don't ask;)

This weekend is going to be grand. Partly because I GOT THE JOB!!! Yes. Everyone is invited to Double H's on Saturday night for some dancing!

The interviews were a success. I haven't updated due to the large amount of work I had to accomplish to set those up, but I'm finally up for my last one tomorrow evening at this upscale restaurant in New York. I, of course, need to dress to impress, but I want to wear something that I made ( Read more... )

I sent out my portfolio a while ago to R.L and some other fashion big guys around NY and LA. I didn't expect to hear anything, especially since I'm not quite done with school yet, but, guess what people ( Read more... )

Last night was wonderful. I felt so alive for the first time in a really really long time ( Read more... )

Not only outside, but here inside. Today I sat at home around my elements. I wrote much about my confusing moments and those that were exciting. I feel like I accomplished a lot within me. I know what to do now. I should color my hair or change the way my room is situated. This is a step ahead and therefore, I should signal it with something ( Read more... )

There is a girl that is making me want more. It's incredibly unbelievable how beautiful she is. Blond, short hair and a nice firm body. She's even crafty like me. She likes to make clothing (my specialty) and

Only problem is that i don't know how she feels about me.

This whole new life of mine is difficult.

I love my new icon.

I promised I was going to write about my trip, and I will as soon as I get enough time.

Let me just say that life is wonderful

I was gone for awhile because I've been on a trip. I wanted to get away for such a long time and I finally got a chance to do it and collect my thoughts.

More information later!