I hate seeing him with her.
I hate seeing him so happy when I'm slowly falling apart.
And today I saw him kiss her.
And I swear that I died for a few seconds.
I literally felt my heart stop and I couldn't breathe.

Why do things always end up this way?
I can never get my way.
Every start to the school I'm happy.
Then something happens and it ends up really ( Read more... )

So, it's not official, but apparently Val Kilmer hinted that he maybe running for New Mexico governor next election... (which is like, next year, I think...)
I'm not sure how I feel about this...
I think that he should come up here and be the governor of KY, that'd actually make me happy to live here.

But yeah... I can't see him as a governor...

I fucked up.
Big time.
God, I fuck up every good thing that happens to me.

So, this I'm doing this really badass 30 day shipping meme.
RIGHT NOW.
Because hell, I wouldn't be able to keep up with this for 30 days.

( I HAVE NO LIFE. )

So, we all know that I know really stupid things.
But I don't why I know this.

BUT IT'S PETE MITCHELL'S BIRTHDAY.
(Maverick from TOP GUN.)

Yeah, I'm going to go back to the dark hole I belong in...

Alright.
So, there's apparently some major Zutara in The Last Airbender...

DO. NOT. WANT.

I DO NOT WANT ZUKO AND KATARA.
KATARA AND AANG. KATARA AND AAAAAAANG.
Fuck, I haven't even seen the movie yet.

Anyway I'm done complaining.
Toodles!

I'm sad.
I don't get to go to the midnight showing of The Last Airbender.
Yeah, it's a stupid reason to be sad, but whatever.
I still get to see it, though, it will probably be next week sometime.
Yeah, yeah judge me all you want.
BUT I HAVE NEVER BEEN SO EXCITED TO SEE A MOVIE IN MY LIFE.
ATLA was my favorite show from 6th-8th grade.
And I've re- ( Read more... )

I AM HAPPY.

On the 17th (maybe even 16th) I get to go to Great Wolf Lodge/Kings Island with my BFF.
Isn't that great!?

On another note.
I'm writing a book.
On how to be awesome...
(It's a long story.)