So, I haven't been on in a long time. Mostly because I am a crappy, crappy piece of shit who should probably die but can't. Also, I was in France.

With the dance show over, no job, no friends who want to see me, a hurt foot, and a hurt hand, I am pretty much depressed. Lame.

My big dance show was today. It went well. My parents, both brothers, my brother's girlfriend, my seester, my boyfriend, and my friend who came from San Diego just to see it were there. I was in eight numbers, including one of my own choreography, and did my best in all of them. I guess my best was pretty damn good, because I got a lot of ( Read more... )

This may change once the dance show is over ( Read more... )

I did three aerials today and then got in a fight with my parents. I'm tired. I wish someone loved me.

And a cookie to whoever can tell me who Stan Chandler is ( Read more... )

So umm...I'm officially done with college. How do I feel? I don't know. My hand hurts. I'm just sort of waiting to go home. I think I will shower and call Ryan. Or call Ryan and then shower. It doesn't really matter. I'm pretty sure he'll be working and/or too busy to play Guitar Hero with me. I just had a craving for it this morning. Whatever. I ( Read more... )

Can I just post my schedule for the week ( Read more... )

One day I feel so happy;
next day I feel so sad.
I guess I'll learn to take
the good with the bad.
Each night I ask the stars up above,
why must I be a teenager in love?

and also:

I'd love to go home
where I belong
I guess I'll be alright
if I just stay out of sightI'm not even a teenager. Will I always feel this way? I just want to be in bed ( Read more... )

The stress is really starting to hit. I have to write a 3-4 page French paper which I haven't even started on (I guess I have a thesis) by Tuesday. I have two finals Monday, one of which I have to study for, and one final Tuesday, which I really have to study for. I just ended two phrases with a preposition. On Monday or Tuesday, I also have to ( Read more... )