ponderings

[beatnikonvespa]

I've come to the conclusion that I'm trying to make myself a complete person through various modes of acquisition. I have a constant desire to know everything, to have all the right answers, to find out how everything works. I mindlessly stuff myself full of food that I'm not hungry for. I convince myself that I need a law degree in order to

Comments

[mmmellie]

Just keep on being strong.

[tristessa33]

que pasa mamón?

you didn't wish me happy birthday

i was reading your journal
all this fat talk is too much
can't you write about blind old men or something...
life is only what you make it
and if you want to be in a rut thinking you're fat
then you'll be in a rut thinking your fat

i heard you have found new love
in the form of an x chromosone
that's new

i cut all my hair off

i'm married

and i'm moving to new zealand in a couple of years

but not much is happening here

i speak spanish now...sort of
trilingual-ness ...!
word

ok

bye

[jutty]

I think I am at the same point you are ... but I doubt I could express my thoughts as well as you have here.

[smearofthigh]

thank you for sharing this.

[damianb]

Oh Ella! "Grotesquely Obese" you are not! Anyone who thinks you are is just plain wrong and that inclues you my dear. Sure, you might not be as thin as you used to be but there is a good reaaon for that, remember...