szarlotka (charlotteka) is polish for apple pie. !!!!!
another awesome thing to feel good about myself

i'm in poland ( Read more... )

It's raining, and shit isn't getting done. i feel like i keep waiting in NOLA to leave with my friends that i'm just going to lose everythings i have again. it shouldn't take so long to get shit done when there aren't people holding you up. all these trivial things that should have been done long ago...should have been done long ago. i need to turn ( Read more... )

well i'm in nola. mardi gras is filling up the streets with vivid people and nic-nacs.i'm working at a swanky little bar restaurant as a cook. pays well and all my friends work here. art is seeping back into my brain, not as fucking drunk as i used to be, that past experience made me a sort of handicap unable to spit a full sentence without holding ( Read more... )

keys to no where but
a couple of years into info
maybe home
they are all so drunk.
bright yellow churning me
taking me places farther
but only so far.
touch my leg, and his too.
kiss his cheek,
i'll think of you.
come down from that chilly city
bring down to warmth
the nights are too cold.

just fucking kiss me!

times these days crumble about my toes
the past and experiences shattered
as if i am all just me and nothing more
ugly grins turning about
bitter spit burning all that was left
my heart is at my feet
big puddles for feet
there isn't anything to look at anymore

I work at the abo's on 28th and Iris now and i'm living at my mother's house. I don't like living there, I can hear the people above me having sex ( Read more... )

I'm back inside boulder again. Like life will always be attached cause i' m a lazy whooooo!!!!. There aren't many of you people out there listening. that's good. i wouldn't mind keeping life terribly simple. The crease that i stretched onto the right middle side of the brow is going away, to easy here to look angry.

Butterfly, the wind blows sea-ward ( Read more... )