i've been digging into my past. not really digging. but looking into? i dunno. i've been talking to old friends, wanting to talk to people from the past, and stuff. i'm trying to find something that i'm lacking today. i think it's that foundation of friendship and caring that used to be an everyday aspect of my life. and by no means am i saying i'm ( Read more... )

so today was... blah. i am working the rest of this week so velma, my office manager, won't be swaped. although it's kinda a pain in the ass to go back after going through the whole, "i quit!" stuff. oh well... it'll save me from losing too much money on christmas ( Read more... )

i love you, you love me, look at my happy family.
kudos to melissa for making my family look pretty. even though she's a picture nazi.
crazy mo fo.
but yeah, i'm done.


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i'm annoyed today. i'm not sure why. well, there's number of things, including the cops getting called on us last night. however, that's really not the main thing, just a contributing factor ( Read more... )

i just got fired/quit ( Read more... )

i'm incredibly tired... kinda emotionally tired. no. menally tired. that's more like it. i've just been thinking stuff non stop and it's odd. it's weird. and it's very aggrivating. ugh, sometimes i wish it were possible to just grab life by the steering wheel and take it where you want to go ( Read more... )

and then i spin ( Read more... )

i've spent like 40 bucks on fast food in the last week. why?! i feel like making chicken cassurol. or however you spell it. but i don't have enought money? where did it go? to a new futon! what else did it go to? food! but we've been over that. ah yes, and i still have to pay my credit card for my new york purchases. and i have to buy christmas ( Read more... )

I don't know what i'm supposed to do. what is right for me. who really knows what is right for you. except yourself ( Read more... )

last night was fun. i didn't anticipate it to be... nor did i try to make if fun. but it seemed to be that my behavior, or my subconcious was giving me a drug and alcohol free high. which was cool ( Read more... )