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From my last post, I was clearly a bit broken up, haha. However, a little nap helped to get me back on track. I've very much enjoyed creating YouTube videos. I was going to make another vlog entry for here but figured I'd write since I'm in the office all day and will likely be too tired to want to vlog later ( Read more... )

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I'm feeling a bit frazzled at the moment. It's at these times that I miss Brandon the most. I would call or text him, and just hearing from him made me feel better. I think I ended my last entry abruptly; I wrote whatever I could with the final thirty minutes of my day yesterday. The entry seems rather succinct to me, though. Streamlined. Anywho, ( Read more... )

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Well, last night, Brandon and I talked on the phone on my way home. I asked if he could leave by today, and he said that was possible. As soon as I got home, we rented a trailer, came back, and he got his things together. I don't think he was finished until sometime between 1:00am and 2:00am. He slept on the couch, and I woke up at ~7:00am. He was ( Read more... )

It is presently 10:43a, and I'm having a bit of a moment. I talked to Brandon on the phone this morning within the hour; he didn't say anything new. I held my ground, but I opened the door that there may be a chance for him to stay and for us to continue our relationship. After we hung up, I realized that I have to only stick to one story as well. ( Read more... )

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12/17/2019I'm feeling funny at the moment. Last night I Brandon and I were sitting on the couch, and I turned to him and asked what he would do if I told him I didn't love him anymore. He responded, saying he would try to figure out why and then would likely go back to NC. In true Eden fashion, I pushed the envelope by proceeding to tell him I didn ( Read more... )