Just recently, I've become obsessed with a song called "Shadows" by Future Islands and featuring Debbie Harry. The timing of the song aligns with the theme of the December month: Shadow work. It seems that many signs are guiding me along the way, but I'm not always cognizant enough to realize this. Thanksgiving break was short-lived but a much- ( Read more... )

11/26/2019Hi ( Read more... )

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Hiii! Back @ work again ( Read more... )

I just searched for my "mood" and the words "apathetic" and "discontent" jumped out at me and seemed fitting ( Read more... )

I wanted to write Brandon a letter or a text or leave a message (I guess I wanted to talk to him), but I thought writing this might serve me better ( Read more... )

It's Sunday! I woke up early today, which was good. I have to go to Orlando tomorrow for my job interview, and I'm not entirely looking forward to it, LOL. It's such a long drive only to be there for an hour or two. It takes me longer to drive there and back. I am excited to get to work, though. I need to get back to making money ( Read more... )

It's a full harvest moon tonight on Friday the 13th. This won't happen again until 2049.

I smudged my house tonight, am making some moon water and mediated a bit with Mr. Voodoo. I realize I need to let go of my fears and trust in the process. I allow my fears to take control.

9/14/19 @11:25am

I woke up around 5am to get my things from outside and ( Read more... )

OK, so...

Brandon came to visit. He just left yesterday. He got here Sunday afternoon (9/8/19) and left last night (9/11/19). Today, I went to work (AUI) and was fired.

At the moment I guess I'm still in shock because I'm not feeling much. Some sadness, some relief, some panic, some hopefulness, some worry, some solace. I want to talk to Brandon, but ( Read more... )

I haven't posted in a bit; I feel bad about that.

The day following my last post (8/19/19) Brandon and I got back together again. Supposedly he's moving here. He's also supposed to be flying down this Sunday, but Hurricane Dorian might be getting in the way. We shall see. Since we've been back in each other's lives we've been back to talking every ( Read more... )