"I'm such a lady but I'm dancing like a ho
because you know what, I don't give a fuck
so here we go!"

My advisor told me last year that this would be the year from hell...and of course he was right. I keep waiting for things to get better...some things are but some things aren't....and they're not going to get any better unless I suddenly have a breakthrough in biology and everything clicks. I go to some of classes and feel like such an idiot ( Read more... )

This week just needs to be over before I have another breakdown again....it wasn't good the first time.

It's the week from hell......I keep trying to tell myself that I'm not going to fail everything....

I shouldn't love you, but I want to ( Read more... )

There is NEVER going to be a time when I'm not confused.....I think I know what I want but then I kind of change my mind....and now I don't know anything.

I had soooooooooo much fun last night. Madison, Cristin, and Stacy...all of you are amazing..If it hadn't been for certain people I never would have made it to the bathroom. I want to see my new friend Dan, again. I'm eagerly awaiting the Halloween dance. I didn't go to any dances last year...last night made me realize how much I had missed them. I ( Read more... )

My dad somehow figured out how to access my live journal....from now on all new and old entries will be friends only...comment if you want to be added.

In the winding down hours ( Read more... )

I am so ready for round two...there's so much more I want to question...especially after getting to talk to Mindi last night. I can't believe how much has changed over the last couple of days...from Saturday night until now everything has been spinning. I didn't really do anything wrong in this whole mess, but I still feel like I did. All of this ( Read more... )