Justin is exactly what you sad sweetheart..I'm sorry I didn't listen to you. I'm now scared out of my mind that he's coming after me or Barry...Since Friday night, things have become soooo complicated. I started working on Friday at 3 and when I left today, I had 44 hours. Seriously who does that??? Only crazy people like me. On Saturday night, I ( Read more... )

My ass got busted tonight...but I managed to cover it...I think...He wasn't suppposed to be home. I guess it could have been worse...At least I was in a position that I could get out of a little bit. And I'm the meanest girlfriend ever..

I like your pants around your feet ( Read more... )

It's only the the third day....and I'm already ready to quit. All my classes suck. Thank god, that I don't have to do anything for my art and music class. P-chem, fucking cell bio, and proteins and metabolism are all going to kick my ass. Thank goodness, I have Dave. I would not make it without him. There's only four people in our major so we ( Read more... )

I had no choice but to hear you ( Read more... )

Maybe she knows she drives me crazy.
Just bats her eyes like she's my baby.
Maybe she's quick to let her tongue fly at me.
SHE'S NOT THE MOST PROPER LADY!!!

I can't do this!!!!!!! All of my classes are kicking my ass and its only the second day. I can't handle it...

Deanna....do you remember the first day whenever you called me? And you got me sooooooooo excited about Hanson that I changed my shirt in the middle of the yard??? Well today, I changed my pants....and later on went in the pool in my bra and underwear....I thought that you of all people would appreciate that ( Read more... )

Right now, I'm trying so hard to be strong...but every time something big happens, too many big things happen...and then things start to spin and I do stuff...I can't afford to do stuff this time. I'm still paying for last time. A huge portion of all the time I spent at BK this summer has to go to pay for my stupidity. I keep telling myself no ( Read more... )

I am a horrible person...I suck as a friend...all those words on the list that Deanna so graciously made for me are true. I knew what I was doing, but I went and did it anyway....and now I'm almost positive I'm going to lose her.