The world as I see it is staged,
My words left hollow yet filling.
Could you remember all the thoughts you once conjured up
My mind’s comprised of all the puzzles others left behind,
Jigsaws I’ve put together and wished I would have left a piece out of the middle.
Framework complete yet hollow on the inside.
Repeated events and repeated omissions of ( Read more... )

I'm sick of this world and all its fucked up inhabitants
I'm sick of you I’m sick of them I’m sick of everything
I know why my ancestors tried taking over the world
And killing everyone that stood in the way
I feel the same
These useless people adding to the corruption
I could control all of it if i fucking tried
But i would rather watch them all ( Read more... )

I think maybe that night your mirror showed no reflection

And honestly you felt no remorse for the day’s events

I damn well understand the rules of retaliation fuck,

I even had a hand in writing a few of the books they lie in

But didn’t that flash of purple in the right hand corner

Conjure up notions that you were responsible for history ( Read more... )

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3/7/07

Is it Any Wonder Pain is in Painting

I aspire to be a lyrical genius

Creating my puzzles of wording pieces

Painting my ideas together for a grand thesis

Pain and suffering provoke the artist

He’s been anxiously waiting

Like a starving child

Creativity is burning like wild fire

But you must learn your own beat

Find the hidden meaning

Then ( Read more... )

Chapter 2: Creatively Drastic Mad Brilliance

12/24/06

Twitch

I believe I’m here for a purpose

Humans aren’t exactly a surplus

An intricate design of life overflowed with fate

A beautiful butterfly was my reincarnate

Life’s a labyrinth of decisions one must make

A pay off at the end is all that’s at stake

Chasms of longing and regret

The purer the soul the ( Read more... )

April 28 2007

The Trap

So much time has passed and

Still my mind wanders back to memories of her

I still have that desperation in my eye and fear in my mind

With love still trapped in my heart

My emotions all tied up

She decided long ago I wasn’t good enough

Yet each minute I feel harder

Trying and trying to gain her approval

Hopelessly devoted to a ( Read more... )

April 28 2007

The Trap

So much time has passed and

Still my mind wanders back to memories of her

I still have that desperation in my eye and fear in my mind

With love still trapped in my heart

My emotions all tied up

She decided long ago I wasn’t good enough

Yet each minute I feel harder

Trying and trying to gain her approval

Hopelessly devoted to a ( Read more... )

Mar 6 2007

Magicians Foolish Tricks

As I walk away I get to see your true colors and

All of the meanings of the dribble you used to say

All that indesciveness was an excellent way to leave me with blindedness

God you must think you’re the best illusionist

But your forgetting honey the number one rule

Never fall under another magicians spell

Now I got ( Read more... )

Contagion Compositions,
In association with Acid Trip Productions,
Presents...
Love Nicholas
N.
N.D.C.
C.

(Inside the front cover is four blank name tags placed around a square each with a quote on it.)
1."I'm writing it on a piece of a paper I’m hoping you someday you might find...
well ll'i edih ti dniheb gniht emos yeht lliw reven kool dniheb." NIN
2. " ( Read more... )

So I started listening to this cd lisa's sister gave to me a long time ago and it has some of the most amazing bands on it i never knew i had, i need to post these so i never forget about them they are now apart of my heart and fill that void inside the memories i never had a soundtrack for. There is many more on that cd but for right now these are ( Read more... )