stay out of my dreams.

Okay so tomorrow I have my appointment setup with my dad's company. From what I've been told I have the job... I just need to make sure that it's what I want. I hope the pay, schedule and location have not changed since I've spoken with them. NERVOUS! And I have to be there at 8 am. Damn.I hate Nashville traffic.

So I just looked at a picture of me brian and same and got that ting in my stomach that says I miss her. But... there's a reason why she is not in my life right now.

I hate being an adult.

I'm having a pretty rough morning. I knew that eventually I would have my break-down moment and I am definately having it now. I'm worried about the future. I hate my job. I was hoping to have moved into another position by now but it has yet to happen. It's been up in the air now for almost two monthes. I absolutely hate feeling useless and not ( Read more... )

I'm having a rough time right now. I'm sorry I haven't been able to talk to my friends as much as I would like. I feel like I'm so busy physically and mentally that I forget to breathe. I'm extremely stressed. It's a different kind of stressed than I've ever had. It's about so many adult things. I don't even believe most people at my age worry ( Read more... )

The secret source of Humor itself is not joy but sorrow. There is no humor in heaven.

I hate my job and I'm almost sure my job hates me. It sucks, but is completely true. I don't think many people get me. I know it's difficult to work with me at times because I call people out on bullshit and I hate coworkers that think I'll do anything for them when they act naive and stupid to get out of work.  So it leaves me in a weird postition ( Read more... )

I am extremely overwhelmed and tired.

I have definately been on edge lately. Life is good but I feel trapped most of the time. Is this normal? Of course it is. I can't help but be in a shitty mood most of the time. Also I'm trying to get more iron in my diet. I have a tendency to get anemic if I don't watch it. So as a result I'm am tired. Any sound right now is getting on my nerves ( Read more... )

Tired and headed to work soon. I need to straighten my hurr asap.

I hope everyone had a great 4th. I got to spend it with some family and loved every second of it.

Miss you all! Peace.