today the gas light reflected my mood. it was what some might call "a sign".

 have you ever felt like this about anyone? your answer and my answer calls for a jynx. in that case, let's keep it on a real path. dtf signs on a dirty expressway don't mean a thing to me when dtl is so bright at the end of this road. this matter calls for a algorithm, not a heuristic. i pray your patience will persevere. and i request for my 5- ( Read more... )

you should read "the onion". are children learning enough about whales? speaking of reading, if you read the the pretzel salad is fucking GONE entry, i have good news and it is that we made some more daggum pretzel salad yesterday afternoon and it turned out daggum great. no one ate it before we did. the jello sort of seeped through the layers. ( Read more... )

i like my body when it is with your body.  it is so quite a new thing.  muscles better and nerves more.  i like your body.  i like what it does, i like its hows.

from now on, i will remember that everytime i declare things are going really well, everything gets jynxed. thus, everything after today should "suck". i am growing curious about doing more.

i am burning up and neither slipping off my pajama pants nor unbuttoning my shirt somehow helps this. i am burning up, for real, for the first time. is this how it goes? do i get frustrated at things because i am obliged to, or things that i actually, really feel? those actual real things never existed in the past, yet they are things i wanna get ( Read more... )

annoyannce, aggrivation, indifference, and restlessness
the salt, the flour, and the baking soda of a homemade volcano
i cannot help but give into this everytime
i cannot help but think of a better future

my head aches
my lip quivers
my eyes burn
my heart slows

clenched fists and defiance on my tounge
you're not so big, you're not so empowered
you just know ( Read more... )

well hello mon ami..you are real cute and i want to get to know you more.

So it's come to this. I'd like to think that I am, was, a little more than the girl who fucked your life up. Thank you, I was usually a bad friend anyway. Not. I usualIy was the hot and cold one. Not. I'm sorry but you never heard my side of the story. How I've tried? You should know..do you know? Think back. I feel that you do, we all know that  ( Read more... )

so call up your friends and tell them that since we're all stuck in this huge fuckin' rut that we'll meet down in the backwoods by my house to talk. talk about how we're all so screwwwed right now and how our thought processes have been diagnosed with bulimia since day one back into the snowy hills.  pull up your ugly boots a little up higher and ( Read more... )