sideways is my favorite.

dear mom, vanilla-scented air fresheners are an oxymoron. take that shit out of my room! on second thought, it doesn't matter what my room smells like because i won't be in there much anymore because it's SUMMER '08 AND I AM SO NAKED!

it is our five month anniversary and i am upset.

you made me sad again tonight. it's with feelings like these felt and words like this spoken that i can't wait to come home and write out extensively.  the strain in the back of my throat comes from the endless amount of praise i want to give you, the endless amount of comfort i want to share, the endless amount of love i want to show you. all ( Read more... )

"zetus lupetus! ONE sin minor and my life is a living black hole!"

i could stay in the mountains for a long, long time. from what i hear you wouldn't mind. showers and shaving are both overrated. but just for a weekend. my god, i hate the internet and cell phones.

goddamn i've been twisted and persuaded and swept off my feet by what, i don't know, for some time now. during all this on those nights when i'm driving home with tears in my eyes, i ask myself and you ask yourself "is this how it goes?" and the question has resided inbetween my temples for way too long. i know the answer to that question and it's ( Read more... )

you ask me why i want to go so far away from home for college. i tell you it's because i'm in love with the city, but my real reason is to get farther and farther away from you. and actually, that applies to all walks out our front door i take, with strangers you say. and oh, how i cannot even describe the anger i feel when you say that word, ( Read more... )

i haven't had such a lazy day in so long. it feels okay. i've found new use to my knowledge of how math works just as much as how a ghost story switches back and forth in time and how people are so easy to figure out. for a minute there i was obsessed with deviating my life around two or three other ones but it's quite enlightening when i can take ( Read more... )

take your big plans and break them. not all of them but one or two.