Today is my birthday.

It has been much quieter than my other birthdays, which I am thankful for. If I was still in Konan, there would be a procession, feasts... The possibility of anonymity on this ship is something I have come to appreciate more and more.

I have been rather afraid to come out of my room since this whole ordeal with the love potion. It has been... a rather trying experience trying to face what I did. Nuriko, I believe that we must talk about a few things, when you are willing.

How has everyone else been faring? I do apologize for not being more attentive.

I have decided that it would be best if I cut my hair. It looks far too feminine for a man such as I.

I have also decided that I no longer need to care about my looks. Real beauty comes from within; not how an individual looks.

Chichiri. Why would I want to 'screw' Nuriko when the chase is so much fun?

...I hate to say this, but I have become forced to get a job.

At least it is befitting of an Emperor. I have taken a position at the best restaurant on the ship. We shall see how much I enjoy it.

Everyone. We keep talking of a gathering, but it has not happened yet. We must make it happen soon.

It seems that everyone has become busy with their own lives. I have barely seen Mello as of late, let alone had the chance to talk with him. I have not even had the opportunity to see Nuriko, Tasuki, or any of the other Suzaku Seishi for many days now ( Read more... )

It has been a pleasure to catch up on my reading these past few days. Even though it has been rather quiet, I am enjoying it ( Read more... )

There are still many things I must learn about this place ( Read more... )

I have had the pleasure of being a guest in Nuriko's quarters for the past few days. It has been quite an enjoyable experience, and I honestly have not felt more at peace during the time I have been here.

I believe that he and I still need to have a shopping expedition. I am very much looking forward to it.

I wish that I shared these rooms with ( Read more... )

Now that Nuriko has shown me how to use this computer box, my letters and writing are no longer ugly. They are finally as beautiful as I am.

There are some things that have been on my mind, however. I do not know what this place is... these memories have been constantly in my thoughts.

I do not know what to do about them.

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