have not written in this for a while. have been busy with other things ( Read more... )

i havnt updated for a while. i guess i have been having a pretty shit time and i didnt want to read back and remind myself of it ( Read more... )

i feel much better although im still pretty pissed off ( Read more... )

hmmmmmm ( Read more... )

everyday i have to remind myself to breathe, to smile and laugh as though i can handle this extreme stabbing feeling i feel every day. i feel so sad. sometimes i wake up and i think that everything is ok. but it isnt ( Read more... )

history sucked.
looks like ill be staying in school for another year.
oh well.

i wish i could leave my body for a while and give myself a break.

im going to watch hamlet.

the mouth of depression is sicking me up.
i feel much better now. which is good i havent got any tears left to be honest. im running out of things to cry about.
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thanks ann&thanks dopez

xxx

why do people like to hurt my heart ( Read more... )

Judy Budnitz <3 ( Read more... )

i dont know what to do tonight ( Read more... )