that's it he's gone ( Read more... )

i'm happy right now ok maybe not happy but i'm not sad ( Read more... )

so for right now i'm just gonna talk ( Read more... )

i need a change ( Read more... )

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i feel nothin no shame no sadness no longing just nothing i am empty and yet i'm proud proud of what i did no not pride joy maybe or just satisfaction i love it it's was nothing but something it 's hard to explain like that constant temptation is now gone that agonizing yearning pullinf of the sould like your skin being ripped off from the inside ( Read more... )

i'm so scared scared of moving away of being on my own of having to start over i'm not good at change who is? im not i hate it i hate new people and new things and now i have to face it to deal with it what if i fail what if i hate everyone what if everyone hates me why does it feel like i'm going to school for the first time i feel like i'm on a ( Read more... )

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so we just graduated our whole lives ahead of us and what happens people die or disappear just like that gone in the blink of an eye but why? why sucha horrible thing? he had his whole life ahead of him, literally. we were just starting we're all just starting. I don't get it i don't understand how just like that you can end something that had just ( Read more... )

the school year's almost over... in like three days... and i'm have so much fun these past few weeks... i mean this past weekend was awesome... well what i can remember... and tuesday oh man don't even get me started... it's like everything changed and it got better... not that it was bad before it was wonderful before...but now... it's like the ( Read more... )