i know that what we had was special...i feel it...but i cant do this i am not that strong. i cant just let you go i cant just leave you and act like it meant nothing i hate that i cant let you ihate that i cant move on i hate that you act like nothing happend i hate that you can just move on...i hate that i meant nothing... i was in love with you i ( Read more... )

Its been ten weeks since I last posted...I feel like so many things have changed...friends are gone...that's alright....familys gone...and that's not alright ( Read more... )

I have a thousand and one thoughts going through my mind. Its the rantings of a sexstarved party crazed college student. i am happy to say that i am officially off of him. i held on to the idea of him and the hope of friendship or more but i am so tired of it. That's high shcool drama bullshit and i my dear am out of high school so i don't need ( Read more... )

so here i go ( Read more... )

one week
one week
one week
one week
one week
i'm weak
one week

life is going good so i really have nothing to write about why am i gonna tell you aboout me being secretly happy cause of my emotions and also knowing that i have nno reason to be attached!
i love it!

and here we go again ( Read more... )

i'm done i'm done i'm done ( Read more... )

NOTHING IS AS IT SEEMS ( Read more... )

i'm going through something well i hope i'm going through it i hope i get out of it instead of cycling with it. i don't want to deal with it i wan't to go through it. i want to get out of it. the good thing about going away is i have an easy out clause, things can't get serious i won't let them and if they do i leave just like that ( Read more... )

You've never been so used as I'm using you ( Read more... )