*This is your life*
*Are you who you want to be?*

Everyone, im going to ask you to bear with me at the current moment. Im not doing all too well, and for those of you who know me well, you know I tend to keep my problems to myself. Its just the way that I am. I guess all I want to get across is the following...

Scott, I am very very very sorry that ( Read more... )

I have everything I could ever ask for. Well almost everything... but the almost just isn't important. Maybe important isn't what I wanted to say. It is very important, just alittle to personal to share with millions on the internet.

My birthday was amazing. Maybe alittle too amazing by my standards. I mean, I got so many things I didn't ask for, ( Read more... )

Its 1AM... That means that since its officially the 25th, there are only 4 days till my birthday. 5 if you count today, since its only 1AM.

So on Sunday, I will turn 19... *Sigh*

Another year is gone, and still, so much left to do...

<3

Well, last night was fun. Scott, Kelly, Steve and I went out for Sushi. I got a Levittown roll to be safe, but Scott got a Stan roll, and it was raw, and I had some. Go me. I ate some kind of raw sushi... We don't know what it was...lol Scott doesn't remember. So afterwards, we ended up at Wantagh Park and walked around for a bit until Patrick ( Read more... )

Quite a day...
Quite a conversation...

( Random Conversations Make Me Smile )

What I wouldn't give for another night like last night...

Its 2 am, and im still awake, sitting here doing nothing, and I don't care, because all I can think about is how much I miss you...

It's 10 AM... And im bored... Sooo

( Useless Shits )

Tomorrow - (Thursday)
*Go to school at 11
*Hang out with Patrick
*Photo at 1, where I get to hand in my last project. =-)
*Work 6 - 10

Friday
*English at 8...Where we get our final poem bullshit
*Sex Ed at 11... Last day of presentations
*ASL Final at 12:30
*Work 4 - 9
* <3

*Insert Weekend Plans here*

Monday
*Off

Tuesday
*Last Abnormal Psych class... =-) =-)

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I went to Deaf Church this morning.  It was interesting to say the least.  I mean, the whole thing was interesting in the beginning, because they signed songs and stuff, but at the end, when it was just the sermon, I didnt understand a thing and got quite restless in my very uncomfortable pew...

On the way home, I stopped in Home Depot to give ( Read more... )

Bending backwards
So far I cracked straight through my spine
I can feel the splinters
How is life spent better this way?
Broken backs, and eggshells?
A bit weary in my spirit
A bit broken in my heart
A silent stream of conversation
Becomes a work of art
And as I sit here mesmorized
By the words I fail to hear
I know deep down somewhere
There is something worth ( Read more... )