This kinda sucks and I wish I were a little happier with my first year of college experience but everyday I look forward to the next because to me that means less time stuck in this place.  I wanted more than anything to have the best first year of my life, but of course I didn't.  I dont know whether its my fault or not and I am not sure what to ( Read more... )

goodbye livejournal, im finished being a lame-o and having a journal named beautifuldream_ .... maybe eventually ill make a new one. maybe.

school is so stupid and people are so fake and im sick of the dumb smiles and sick of the fake laughs. it disgusts me. therefore, im disgusted.

what an extremely opposite way of things happening from what i expected. im not gonna lie, i miss you like crazy, i just miss your presence and us talking so much and actually having the realization of someone really caring about me, but i guess that just wasnt the truth. i wish i could go back, i hate feeling that way, but i do so much. i wish i ( Read more... )

holy crap, its over. school starts at 8:25 tomorrow morning and I can't even believe it. I honestly didn't believe this day would ever come. I hate it, I hate it so much. I;m just gonna drop out.

It's over. Everything there was to look forward to is now over and school is starting in 2 days and its just unbelievable. Summer should not be over, there are so many unresolved things that need to be worked out and figured out before school begins and time is ticking away faster than it has this whole time. There are too many decisions to face in ( Read more... )

i am a complete idiot.

s 3UrTOn 8 28 (12:01:15 AM): and be like WOW I LOVE LIFE AND SBURTON AND BLACY ARE FLIPPING AMAZING:-*:-*:-*:-*

so happy with the way this summer has gone and every moment i have spent with my friends and im just so incredibly happy in general and i have my friends to thank for that. i love you all so much.

this is too good to be true..

i love feeling this way so much more than anyone will ever know.