hehe gobble is one of the coolest words. well, now i have a xanga (2 actually) ::i am ashamed:: lol so i write in my xanga, but cant speak my mind always cuz people read it. then theres this, i dont even know if people read it so i can be a bit more open. then theres my diary that i actually have to *write* in with a ::gasp:: pen! hehe so anywayz ( Read more... )

1. Tell me something obvious about you. nothing will ever change who i am ( Read more... )

the only warmth i can feel is the tears stinging my cheeks
watching my blood spill onto the floor barely comforts me

i wish i could kill myself so maybe someone would see me
im so fucking invisible
i wish someone would notice

and save me

yeah i havent written on here in FOREVER.. hehe.. i've been writing in my xanga (which i originally made only to comment on my friends things, but ironically, now i pretty much only update that) oh well.... life has been, uh, bad. very bad. BUT THATS OTAY!! uh...idk.. alot of shit has happened lately.. um.. if you really want to know whats going on ( Read more... )

i thought i could come back and edit the other entry so they could be on the same one.... oh well

How to make a Lauren Staten
Ingredients:

3 parts friendliness

1 part arrogance

3 parts empathy
Method:
Stir together in a glass tumbler with a salted rim. Add a little cocktail umbrella and a dash of sadness

Personality cocktail
From Go-Quiz.com

well lets see... today is saturday september 25th at 5:05 pm and im tired (as usual) hehe well i thought i shud pdate but now im sitting her and im too lazt to type it all out. i came down here fine then looked at everyones xangas/journals and now im to lazy to type mine out... oh well... yestaday was awesome!!!!!!!! i love being with you!!! hehe ( Read more... )

i forgot where i left off but all ive been thinking about for like last couple hours (well not ALL, but you know its been there) is that im the lying bitch... (cuz im crazy sensitive and wen i read that in his journal i cried (yeah im a loser))and i didnt use dave at all. what my wee lil blonde mind just realized is that i think he used me! i know ( Read more... )

I TRIED TO KILL THE PAIN, BUT ONLY BROUGHT MORE ( Read more... )

im on the fone with keelan... and were discussing several impotant topics (all which include boyz hehe) and i cant really type all thats going on... ::sad:: but idk... grr.... lotta shits been happening... mostly bad, but sum good ::smiles:: hehe well idk... maybe ill edit/update laters
theres love xoxo Lauren