all she ever wanted was for someone to love her to be there for her to care to ask about her day what shes feeling whats going on in her mind no ones called her at 3 in the morning just to ask her what she was dreaming about or just to lay there and talk to for hours then he came into her life they started off just friends she had a boyfriend but ( Read more... )

hey hey, uhm i did another free-hand writing, so here it is. PLEASE FOR ME.. comment on it if you read it JUST SO I KNOW WHAT YOU THINk!! heck comment anonymously if youd like just give me your opinions!! thanks..

( february 09, 2005 (2nd period) )

hey im sick and dont feel like updating. but i will do it as soon as i feel better. so if you wanna know what happened over the wekkend gimme a call or check back here in a couple of days. i know im slacking on posting comments to, but thats due to my being sick and busy. plus i was at my dads for the weekend. but call me if you wanna. 995-5021 ♥

when i woke up : i woke up at about 7, brushed my hair and my teeth (after i ate 2 little hashbrown thingies and drank a HUGE cup of coffee), went in my room and looked for something to wear (which ended up being my least favorite pair of jeans and my foxborough shirt w/ my grey jacket and my potatoe shoes), checked my email, then Bridgett got here ( Read more... )

hey guys. wow today was pretty good. haha alright it was GREAT!! i loved it, i wish it would happen again. on the bus me, lacie, dylan and joey were sitting in the back and just having a blast. it was so much fun. i guess cuz hardly anyone else was there. Dylan had a piece of gum and was like "im gonna torpedo this at someone!!" then joey ended up ( Read more... )

WHOO HOO!!! IM COMPLETELY OFF RESTRICTION!!!! YEAH BABY!!! haha sorry im soooooooooooooooooooooooooo happy! golly, haha! i could leap from joy! i wont, ill spare myself from the embarrassment. haha anyways.. nothing else interesting has happened. so im gonna go. haha

♥ ash

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well not a whole lot has happened today. ive been sitting around the house since i skipped school AGAIN! ive been doing alot of thinking today and i still havent resolved any of my problems. they keep finding a way to turn around on me when i think i figure it out and then make me feel stupid and lost. its really hard. i want to talk to david so ( Read more... )

have you ever cried yourself to sleep, not because theres someone out there you want but you already have then and you feel like they feel there is someone else theyd be happier with but dont want to admit it because of fear they would hurt you? or have a 'friend' who says they care but dont act like it. and theyve both lied to you before and this ( Read more... )

wow, okay where do i start? nothing happened during school last week (not surprising).. uhm on Friday i talked to David all night. go figure. then Saturday i went to cantonment(sp?) and went horseback riding for the first time EVER! it was so much fun. my butt still hurts from it, like REALLY bad. haha but oh well.. im gonna start going up there ( Read more... )