why oh why can't people understand! why can't people take the time to see things from a perspective other than their own. i may lack experiences when it comes to certain aspects of life, but i am not a child. i do not need to be handled with kid gloves. i am no one's responsibility but my own. no one is obligated to me. i neither expect nor ( Read more... )

i have found a purpose in my life. just hope that i can fulfill it. it will take a great deal out of me. it will require a lot on my part. i hope that i can do everyone involved justice and some good. it's good to see everything falling into place. it's an awsome feeling to see everything in my life unfold into a purpose ( Read more... )

why do i try? what was i thinking?? i'm not ready for this! i don't know enough to help anybody! i'm not exactly all together myself. they need answers. i don't have them. even if i do, i get so flustered i can't say what it is i want to say. no! i can do it. i just need not to be afraid. i need not to let them intimidate me. i am not ( Read more... )

i have made many journies to that riverbank of late. i spend a great deal of my time there. so many have i seen off into the distance. they fall off the edge of the horizon. to the ocean floor, they sink. the crashing waves carry the sound of my woes. they break upon the shore. they mix with the millions of sand crystals. i take a walk on ( Read more... )

felt like 7:30 would never come today. then it came and left and i was still at work ( Read more... )

thoug i am happy, there is still a little bit of sad in me left. i know that day by day it will fizzle away and all will be as it should be. words are words, especially in this case. i don't believe much anymore. well, no. i don't know what to believe. i'm working on it. all i know for sure is that i am starting to let go. it still hurts. ( Read more... )