So I hope him and his ugly gf die from lung cancer and alchol poisining. :) that will be the best day in my life. I dont even kno why I try its fucking hopeless hes happy and satiffied with that fucking ugly person, its ok ill just go wanna kill myself, im still trying for him and im retarded for that its soo annoying and stupid and i hate myself. ( Read more... )

Im going to start this out with I LOVE MY SISTER!! I dont want to explain why but I do lol anyways Sam made me cry today dont want to say why either, it was kinda a weird reason why but I was sad lol we got taco bell awhile ago yummmy. Its almost x-mas yea ha.. haha so uhh nothing else to say so write later I guess.

~*Tera*~

Sometimes it just keeps comming back to me even thought I now have Anthony. You just dont know how mad it makes/made me. I feel like im a fucking no body since hed even think about doing that to me and feedl uglier than anything possible. Sorry to say this but shes not even pretty yea shes skinny but wouldnt u rather have somewhat curved body. Also ( Read more... )

It hurts to know that all guys are in ways assholes. It also hurts to be broken up with for a 14 year old.. not like im saying thats wrong but hello shes uhh her.. and its me.. and he is almost 18.. and I want to go out with anthony but like ive tried it before with him and it didnt work because u kno when u dont see ur gf/ bf its hard to make it ( Read more... )

See i kno i can find someone else someday but i want someone right now because i dont like being lonley and emonenless because i dont have someone. it feels weird and it pisses me off because hes soo confussed and just i dont care he wants her and me.. go for her he will,prob be more happy with her then u can smoke again and do w/e else the fuck u ( Read more... )

So I just got back from our choir concert and it was pretty fun and funny. I guess Anna screamed Tera ur hot. lol tomorrows friday funness hopefully it just sucks living here but w/e soon enought I will be fine. Sam messed up on the last oo oo honey there wasnt supposed to be a honey it was funny but I messed up with the snap thing it went all over ( Read more... )

So umm I dunno how much this is going on for but yeah not so good relationship.. bad bf but wat do u expect I get everything shitty. Hes rediculous he really is u have no idea, blames everything on me and so on but oh yeah im more like the guy in the relationship than him.. there plenty more but anyways im kinda excited but not because im gonna be ( Read more... )

so im packing boxes getting ready to leave in a week or 2 or w/e really soon. Im kind of excited because things they promised for me and i dunno new house new memories even thought i will miss some of the old ones.Uhh i dont know wat to say as everyone knows brandon and i broke up awhile ago yeah u think u know why but u probley dont because even ( Read more... )

so today was pretty intresting my sis and her friends in our school. I felt like i was in 11th grade last year. umm not much more to say at the moment wriet more later. ohi have a lunch for once never had it yet and i wish i was in 4th hr choir not alotta ppl i know in 5th hour except for maria, jessica, lauren and mandy but other ppl i mean i dont ( Read more... )

So i just got back from chicago its like a new york but not as fun to me except for the beaches.. there was some hot guy there who kept looking at me a lifegaurd. Yes im still with brandon and i love him very much and im moving soon to harrison twp to a nice newer house. I am still going to the same school beacuse i dont wanna go to lanse cruise. I ( Read more... )