Bored so im updating, umm i dunno wat to say its almsot time to go back to school:( yeah not cool but it is i mean i'll be a junior then one more year but im scared to graduate be on my own. Yeah im sure I could do it but I just dont want to work really hard im to much of a lazy ass. Ive been talking to anthony again well he called me but its weird ( Read more... )

So I dunno wat to say ive been with brandon for 5 months now its felt longer. Im going to hangout with Doug and Jake today right now its like 7 yeah late start but w/e thats how it always is now. I just got back from new york it was fun I got some cool things i wish I woulda got more clothes thought but everything is very expensive so yeah Last ( Read more... )

sitting here bored its summer.. doesnt seem like it nor do I really care, its just gonna be the same as the weekends and its gonna suck because i still wont see brandon as much as I wish because were both going on trips hes going to paridise beach and im going to New York, Chicage and Mexico in thanksgiving. I need to get a job badly because ( Read more... )

So yeah im done with seg 2 in drtiving been done for awhile, angela has her liscence and im doing my road test soon hopefully and getting mine too! I cant fucking wait!! so yesterday I hungout with Jake, angela, Brandon, Alyssa, Sam and Larry it was fun lol we swam and did other stuff. Im gonna get a job soon, shoulda awhile ago but im lazy and ( Read more... )

yeah its my 16th b-day today and I were having alittle ppl over, I went to cedar point yesterday with sam and Brandon, Katie, Kristen and my mom and dad. I went to xomicos- dunno how to spell it its Mexican resturaunt. In a while Jake, Alyssa and Brandon are comming over there getting me rally's even though I just ate but w/e lol I walked like 10 ( Read more... )

wow latley everything is just confussing. So from that last entry im ok with lori and Frances have to be with Frances because I do. Anyways its almost my b-day this sunday and tomorrow im going to cedar point with Brandon and Sam its gonna be fun. Then on my b-day family over and swimming and friends. the ppl at Rally's know us im sure of it lol ( Read more... )

So yeah I dunno where to start or say because oh I got something, last night I went to the Black eyed peas and pussycat dolls concert it was sweet and I had fun my aunt bought me a ticket for an early b-day present. The concert was soo great! Im almost 16! sweetness all I have to do is seg 2 and drive more than I can get my liscence, thats gonna be ( Read more... )

I thought I should update, I dunno alyssa's like my best friend and her and Brandon we all hangout alot! its fun yeah umm so i think its funny how ppl want you to like them or for u to to be good but they say that u and ur bf are a good couple because ur both LD.. yeah now im NEVER going to forgive you I know im fucking stupid and ur not the ( Read more... )

Well im done hidding what im thinking, if everyone can say what they think and be a bitch about it then why cant I just say waht my feelings are. Im just sick of hidding everything and my moms told me to say stuff and so has Brandon it u do feel better after saying the truth no matter what it is or how mad u make them, I dont care if you want to be ( Read more... )

I feel sad actully like not loved even though I know my love loves me and yes I love him like no fucking other no joke for real. I know living in the past sucks but im always reminded of what ive done and I just cant deal with it. Yeah im in the future and I know what I want in my future I can see it now and im glad that I know and everything that ( Read more... )