its beginning to get really bad here again.. the homesickness is taking over and i absolutely HATE being here. i called matt at 3 in the morning bawling my eyes out, gasping for breath, begging him to come pick me up. i told him i couldnt do this anymore, i had to come home -- now. he told me that i had to be strong and get through it -- ive been ( Read more... )

well im officially 20 years old now.. doesnt feel any different, but i do feel special thats for sure ( Read more... )

just got home from rodney's cottage weekend.. what a blast <3 ( Read more... )

im home and i never wanna go back. i was only back at school for 5 days before i came home. and ill only be there for 5 more before i leave to go upnorth with everyone. and then ill be at school for 11 days. then home again. im sick of crying because i miss home. im tired of constantly feeling choked up. ive been getting horrible migraines and i ( Read more... )

here i am back at michigan state.. and as usual, wishing i was back home. im so homesick. i havent slept the two days ive been back. every time i lie down, my mind wanders, and i just end up with a big lump in my throat. ive begged matt to come pick me up at least twenty times. he keeps telling me i have to be strong and do what i have to do. he ( Read more... )

matt and i have officially been together for six months now -- although it feels like its been so much longer, it also feels like the time has flown by. there are so many things about matt that i love.. the way i fit perfectly in his arms, how he always kisses me on the forehead, and how i always catch him looking at me.. but mostly i love our ( Read more... )

i went to the gathering tonight and i feel amazing. i was saved today. ive never gone to church and felt comfortable.. ive always been nervous and felt out of place. but not today. it was such a different feeling for me. i started crying as we were singing the last worship song.. but i wasnt the only one. people i NEVER thought would have anything ( Read more... )

when i was at the car insurance place today waiting on the estimate of my car, i picked up this magazine and started reading this article about forgiveness. it had all these facts about how those that forgive have better health than those that hold grudges. it had 4 steps to master so that it would be easier to forgive somebody that has hurt you in ( Read more... )

i need to start appreciating matt more. ive been complaining too much lately and i dont want to lose the greatest thing in my life. today, ashley said that matt had one of the biggest hearts of anybody she knew and i had never really thought about it until she said it. he truly does. i can get mad at him for the stupidest things and he just sits ( Read more... )

If the people we love are stolen from us, the way to have them live on is to never stop loving them. Buildings burn, people die, but real love is forever. - The Crow

God is always on time; he's never late, but he's rarely early. - Greg Barette

Love must be sincere. Hate what is evil; cling to what is good. - Romans 12:9

Love is patient, love is kind. ( Read more... )