this has been the worst day of my life ( Read more... )

so i went to newport like dan said i should ( Read more... )

i miss dan so much ( Read more... )

Dan came over last night to tell me that our breakup was final ( Read more... )

i just painted my nails red ( Read more... )

dan and i didn't go to vermont! I am so upset, I could be hiking right now...grrrrrrr. O well. I guesss having the entire house to yourself for a week is better than hiking...I think I am getting fat from drinking SO much beer andddddd i smoked pot and didn't become skitzofrenic! It was GREAT. Then I watched that pot movie...damn forget the name ( Read more... )

for the past few days I have been living in Dan's house because I got kicked out. I don't really know why I was kicked out but it does not matter to me, I already live at Dan's house so it is nothing new. i feel constantly ill but that is okay too because there is a constant surpluss of alchol here to burry my problems and pains and enhance my ( Read more... )

honestly, things couldn't be worse.
I am hungry, but i'm not.

I need pancakes

no matter where you are I can still hear you

Sandy, Hagan and I ended up at a playground to waste time untill Dan got out of work so we could swim in lyndsays pool. But, of course, that never happened. Actually, much of what Dan and I plan is SOMEHOW delayed or cancelled because of her. It's not her fault either, she is a great girl but Dan loves spending time with her. He called me at ( Read more... )

thanks for inviting me ( Read more... )