it is impossible to remove dan from my life ( Read more... )

i met the coolest girls the other night. i think they are going to be my best friends in college ( Read more... )

i feel better already ( Read more... )

i just wrote an entire entry and deleted it by accident.

dan left me.

he left me.

he left me all alone.

he was my everything. he was my backbone. he was someone to look  forward to seeing.   whenever i was sad i would think of us...lying under our tree or making love or dancing in his car.  i want no one else but him. he told me to find another ( Read more... )

I feel like

SHIT

I am literally shitting water.

I can't walk. I can't eat.  I can barly move...sooooooo
I decided to bring the lap top to the crapper so I can shitbrownpiss while typing!!! yay!!! beautiful.

Of course Dan and I were supposed to go to New Hampshire tomarrow morning to go hiking and make love under a waterfall but of course I need ( Read more... )

too busy to update ( Read more... )

these past 2 days have been extremely stressful and have hance made me a walking zombie. I have come to a conclusion...cops suck. They don't care about you or your situation, well at least the ones I have come into contact with. I even got into a fight with one that lasted at least 10 minutes. I want to stab dull pencils inbetween each of their ( Read more... )

past 3 days have been...well, fucked up ( Read more... )

I had such a great time last night at Lindsays ( Read more... )

dan and I are back together
andddddddddd
we are going to....

BERMUDA!!!

in....
6 days!!!

so

ummmmmm

now
THIS IS ME PISSED OFF

IF YOU READ MY JOURNAL HAVE THE FUCKING DECENCY NOT TO GO TO MY M0THER AND TELL HER MY EMOTIONAL STATUS. MIND YOU OWN FUCKING BUSINESS.