eeeeeeeeeeeeeeep.


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the thing that scares me the most is losing all the strength i have gained. the last two months have been crucial in re-affirming everything that defines me. the last two days almost destroyed that. i felt like i had slipped back into the place i was before. (i hadn't though) i felt like a failure, like a burden, like a hopeless lost child. (but ( Read more... )

i got my cd from jeremy. and it looks like a PINK AND BLACK RECORD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! H-O-L-L-E-R at that boy because i love him to pieces!

now i have to go pack because i have to move out of my apartment in the next five days. damn. i need some love. i just want to .s.c.r.e.a.m.

last night was horrible. i had such a good day yesterday, then after work i found out my roommate is getting kicked out of her apartment b/c i've been staying here and she didn't tell her prpty.managers. i know it's not really my fault. but i still feel so bad. it sent me down this seemingly neverending spiral of self-doubt. i took it super ( Read more... )

ok so i got sucked in to watching part of dawson's creek. and it was depressing. the end ( Read more... )

let me give you the downlow on my weird day/night ( Read more... )

last night, i fell asleep talking to Jesus. that was nice. i don't talk to Him enough ( Read more... )

drew barrymore is dating the drummer from the strokes. WHAT!

first of all, i know i suck. i didn't get to go see my girl today. *tears* i'm so sorry ( Read more... )

I WANNA BE A MUTANT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hmph ( Read more... )