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how strange it is...the situations we find ourselves in. the way circumstances change across the board. our lives. always morphing into something .n.e.w. or maybe nothing new but a shape slightly askew from what we've seen before.
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i have come to the conclusion that people in this day and age can suck my dick. oh wait. i don't have one. ok...you get the point. i'm sick of people assuming things about me that aren't true. for instance...."oh, you just got out of a relationship...you must be so vulnerable...you're on the rebound so you probably shouldn't talk to anyone of the ( Read more... )

i fell for my own trap again. you'd think i would learn by now...it has been so long since i have written in here and i'm not sure why i returned now....but i feel the need to disperse some things from my heart out into the nether regions of the internet. that's what it's there for, right ( Read more... )

it's too damn hottttt.

somebody save me from this.

did you know i'm in a post-hardcore power pop band called doctor christmas? if you didn't, shame on you. if you did, *hi-five*.

nothing is harder than watching your best friends go through so much pain and heartache and being able to do nothing. if i said i loved you and i'm thinking of you, would it help? if i reached out my hand to hold you, could you feel it despite the miles? well, i am. let me know if it works ( Read more... )

you speak of a revolt of hearts but this right now is something more. (iwhisperthescreamsthatechothroughmymind) cultural mediums for expression of emotion/art/rebellion/orwhatevertodays'trendreflects have exploded onto the lives of our generation. the numbers are rising as we become a generation willing .o.r.f.o.r.c.e.d to testify to our current ( Read more... )

i'm sitting here in big bear waiting for my sister and jamie to get ready so we can go to our friends wedding. *sigh* i feel really strange about it. i'm happy for them. but i'm sad because our lives seem to be changing so fast. four of my friends have left in the last two weeks, two of them only for the summer....but still. and i miss mallory and ( Read more... )

well, i'm all moved out. and thursday morning i leave for my trip....holllllller. i'm oh so excited. (yet a little sad that mallory isn't going *tears*) but it will still be a gosh darn good time.

i've gotta go pray for jeremy's finger because he hurt it playing video games.

goodnight friends. <3<3<3<3<3

you know its bad when you lay on your bed for an hour curled up in the fetal position and you want to cry but nothing happens

amazingly enough i got most of my stuff neatly in boxes. i hate moving. can i just go somewhere and stay there for a while? please ( Read more... )