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Buoy.
I think about compassion A LOT. Awhile back, I thought I'd learned enough about compassion, but it seems to soften everything while at the same time fortifying. It gives a tensile and ductile strength. The well is deeper, as if there could never be enough to learn. The more you work the clay, the more it shapes you ( Read more... ) -
Beautiful Burnout.
Today, I am over you. You are mind-numbingly boring and I'm itching to do something more creative than stand around in a bookstore pretending to straighten things I've already straightened ten times. My spirit is floating elsewhere, thinking up funny Halloween costumes and wonderful stories for children. You have made me feel lifeless and wan with ( Read more... ) -
a short tangentrine.
I have just reminded myself to visit here and ramble again. Ho hum, what to say now that I'm on the spot. Well, people have been asking me how I've been and I've realized that I've had a pretty awesome year. No too horrible bouts of depression, just the usual PMDD related symptoms. Sometimes I fear I'm getting boring, but I know that what's in my ( Read more... ) -
Genderqueer.
To those who have continually been following my evolution, it probably isn't entirely surprising that I've developed some really strong gender confusion. It used to be I felt okay being a girl, and I don't really feel bad about having girl parts, BUT I feel like my personality is not very girly most of the time. I don't feel like a girl very much ( Read more... ) -
Hypersensitive.
I've been feeling way overstimulated lately. Very irritable. I don't like feeling this way. It is spurred on by my caffeine abuse. I need to stay away from caffeine, but I had some tonight just to stay awake for work. I really thought I was going to pass out on the C concourse. It was pretty slow. Every little noise now is grating on me horribly. ( Read more... ) -
2010 is great.
My personal evolution continues, but you know, sometimes lately I feel like I'm coming to stand-still. It's like there's not so much left to FIX. I've become much more functional. I'm just spiraling around, getting closer to whatever attainment is left to aspire to. I don't feel like I have as much to say about myself as I used to. I think before I ( Read more... ) -
Hellos.
So how's it hangin' everbody? There are a few of you I never hear from anymore. :( -
Elswhere.
I am not here. I am on Facebook exclusively.
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