Suction-cup these dreams
They fall away too easily
Just like you
You fall away too easilyA minute passing and you’re finding ( Read more... )

Okay so I've decided that every single time I sleep in Shveta's room I have fucked up dreams, today included. I decided to take a little nap not realizing what kind of adventure might ensue. So this is what happened...it might be kind of rocky [actually, it will be kind of rocky ( Read more... )

We all have so much to lose and nothing to gain. It's like an insane trip of thoughts--nothing. nothing nothing. gone. I lost it, and you'll probably lose it too. Eventually we all lose it. But it doesn't really matter because it's not like any of us really knew what we had to lose in the first place. And this makes no sense ( Read more... )

I wish I was meaningful. I wish I was something. I mean, I know I'm something, obviously in the flesh and bone I'm something, but I want to be something. Something other than a mistake, a misconception, a lost cause ( Read more... )

Sometimes I wonder what it would be like to go back, grow together again ( Read more... )

So we didn't go to the club to see the boys' beauty pageant, but I did hear that Sam got into the top 5.. haha. So that is fun. Instead I went to "inhaling thrills through 20 dollar bills" and helped Jeanna sign up for SMG classes and watch her leave me for a boy. Not really though, because she didn't exactly leave me. It was more like recreational ( Read more... )

The call has been made ( Read more... )

I'm restless. Restless and unmotivated, and what kind of pairing are the two? Nothing other than useless really.

That's all to say about that for now.

I've realized that there are not many people who get me. I get along with a lot of people, but not a lot of people understand me. They might think they do, but they are so wrong. It's like, I ( Read more... )

And I know it's wrong. and stupid. and everything else. But this isn't about him. This about me, me and the other ( Read more... )

I just made an entry, and livejournal erased it ( Read more... )