Could this just be a part of the show ( Read more... )

Your dating personality profile:

Liberal - Politics matters to you, and you aren't afraid to share your left-leaning views. You would never be caught voting for a conservative candidate.
Outgoing - You can liven up any party. You've got a way with people and have little difficulty charming your dates.
Big-Hearted - You are a kind and caring person ( Read more... )

Slap me. Someone do it, please? Because this world I am living in is so false, and all I ever try to do is make it real. And everytime I do, it becomes further from being any sort of real, but maybe this whole "feeling of reality" is never the same in the first place. Maybe everyone is just wanting to be free from reality rather than wanting to ( Read more... )

Happy Birthday To Me
You meet people... sometimes you like them, but most of the time you don't; although, given the circumstances you are forced to mold yourself into some kind of person that they think you ought to be, or that you think you ought to be around them. You lose yourself, and grow further into a person that you know you aren't. You are ( Read more... )

I wish that things could be different. I wish that I was happier here. I am happy, but it's just different I guess ( Read more... )

We’re throwing it around again ( Read more... )

To my dear Matthew Federspiel-on the day your mother passed away to heaven.

Angels will fly with her tonight-
Flutter to a brighter side,
Holding on to memories and perfect smiles.
The hearts will hinder-
Shudder, waiting for the last breath to say goodbye.
Just one more minute,
Breathe and pretend like nothing ever happened.Closed-eye perception ( Read more... )

So earlier livejournal was not allowing me to update, which now brings me to 1:35 in the a.m. and leaving me no time to write, not that I accomplished much earlier when I actually did have time ( Read more... )

There could be worse things. I could be in Cambodia starving and running around half naked pissing on myself--not to say that everyone in Cambodia is like that, but I'm just making a very stereotypical, generalized comment that probably has no relevence whatsoever; although, that is not the point. The point is that I have been skirting around the ( Read more... )

Don't yell at me because I'm going to fade away ( Read more... )