friday the 13th, part II is the funniest horror movie ever. the end.

i envy her. i guess i've always kind of did. we're kind of the same, but sometimes i think she has it better in every aspect we're in comparison. she's happy, very happy. i wish i was just as happy.

huh, i've never confessed this.

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i knew being myself wasn't worth it at times. i'm just a difficult person. tonight could've been it for me. it's been the first time in years that i've come to this conclusion and hey, it's back. and maybe.. for the first time ever, i actually had an enthralling spirit shoot down my heart that made me not look at it in such a bad way. but then ( Read more... )

oooohhhwweeee....
the john legend concert last night was so fucking amazing! at first my legs were ready to give up because we got there at 8pm and the show didn't start until 10:15pm. so we were just standing in the same place, not moving because of all the fucking people. but then.. he finally came! oooohhhhwwweeee.. he is so BEAUTIFUL. his ( Read more... )

OMFG, i just semi-finished my spring schedule right now since 10 AM. i hate picking out classes and shit. and having appointments to register sucks ass 'cause i have lame priorities. gr. i don't even have a math yet because i need to give them my unofficial transcript from santa monica to show that i'm actually taking it. grr. if not, i'll ( Read more... )

i figured it was time to ask someone about something that happened in the past. i was quite hesistant on doing so, but i finally asked him. *sighs* it wasn't the answer i was looking for, but it was sort of expected from him.
now that i think about it.. it did hurt to know he didn't feel the same way. i guess i was just too blind then to see ( Read more... )

this shit is bananas,
( B-A-N-A-N-A-S )

( you say you're jealous, but you can't tell me why )

the past. one of the many things that mess with my mind. it makes me so insecure about myself. it's so bad that it even affects my relationship with people. sometimes they just don't realize it. no matter how much you convince me, my paranoia may never cease to exist. at least a tad bit of doubt will be there. then the past messes with the ( Read more... )

seeing them, all 30+ of them yesterday was exciting and awkward at the same time. we ate at macaroni grill in northridge and mostly everybody was there; all of the girls were there and some of the guys came. gr, i didn't see chris, keith, tonio, aj, and them. i don't know where they went but yeahh. otherwise, seeing everyone was good. i'll ( Read more... )