I guess you guys should know..
LOVE LOVE LOVE
(a little more outspoken & public)

i know i probably had made the biggest mistake of my life because you were so perfect.

i hate this thing. i hate myspace. i hate school. i hate my new work schedule and how they're jipping us on hours. i hate having "no money". i hate eating. i hate my hair. i hate where i am right now. i hate how i'm feeling.

p.s. i'm taking everyone off my friends list. what's the point of having a journal if you can't have some ( Read more... )

so i'm killing time until i go to my calculus class on the library computer. let me tell you a story: i look at my lj calendar. i've had this thing for almost three years now. hm. that's longer than the time amongst all the jobs i've ever had combined. that's disgusting. so is this. good day.

nica is cranky thanks to certain people.

so i'm up 8:40 in the morning with all the shades drawn and no lighting whatsoever while the thunder/lightning and rain take over outside. it's wonderful but depressing ( Read more... )

when i feel threatened at an unnecessary event, i just walk away from them without saying a word most of the time. why should i stoop down to their level? i know they only do that because they want to feel good about themselves particularly because they have self-esteem issues. why do you think they go about picking and insulting other people's ( Read more... )

i know i wasn't meant for anyone in the long run. all these relationships i'll ever have in my life will just be an experience-- they come and they go. in the end, i'll just have myself. i know. i can feel it. they're just all emotions that he's given me to grow with and eventually learn to let go. i'm no one's material. i'm no one's other ( Read more... )

i am a fool. i let everyone i meet walk all over me and i try to hide it. i'm too sensitive. i let everyone joke and sarcasm get to me when it's just too much because they just might be the truth. i thought i could easily trust people.. but i just realize that i can easily trust them with petty things. when it comes knowing the real me, then ( Read more... )

aah, i love this song ( Read more... )