i'm shutting myself down.

i'm a stubborn girl of many wants. it's hard to satisfy me, so don't kill yourself over it. i'm not expecting one person to give me everything i want. it's impossible. end.
i have found my outlet in life once again. incubus. psh, and it's been right underneath my nose all of these years. jeez. i love you more than anything, incubus ( Read more... )

thank god. my mind's been set a little more clearer now. i'm content and i feel like a load's been lifted off of my shoulders. aah.

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somewhat true. just need to change a few things.

FEBRUARY!!
Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and
clever. Changing personality. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest
and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when
restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Showing ( Read more... )

so, hi. i'm in the darcy library right now in santa clarita waiting on gavin to get out of class. i haven't really been updating lately so why not waste an hour here ( Read more... )

so, there's this song that i love(d) so much. it reminded me of this one guy for some odd reason. then, one night, the song took on a whole other level of deeper meaning to me when we danced. so this song was one in a million to me ( Read more... )

lately, i've been feeling this hole in my heart. i'm sure i'm not metaphorically-speaking, because i can really feel it. i'm sure it's not any serious medical problem either. i guess there are just certain times that seem to hurt me so much, that it's like i've just swallowed my heart over and over again. it's a hole of emptiness, i feel. ( Read more... )

It was the first snow of the season ( Read more... )

i failed my first exam in precalculus today. still dwelling on the stupidity, but it's slowly fading away. how could i fail precalulus, you ask? my teacher is a los er. (i'll explain later ( Read more... )