FYI to everyone: I just changed my LJ username from you_are_cancer_ to beautifulthings . It's still me, the same journal and everything. I just got tired of the old name and I didn't want to make a new account.

I've been staying up late a lot now that school is out. I slept in until 11 today and noon the day before. Summer heat makes me so dehydrated so I just ( Read more... )

My birthday is tomorrow and I don't know how I feel about it. What have I accomplished in the past year academically? Sure I got a really good job and apartment, but in terms of my education I am totally missing the mark. again.

How convenient that Lucy made a post about school stress. I've got plenty of it here. My problem is that I'm not really organized and I don't have the motivation to do a lot of reading. We have to read so many articles and chapters in these classes and I hate it. I'm a visual and auditory learner - I don't respind well to text. I can't make sense ( Read more... )

I am stranded on this concrete island.

I really have to start kicking myself in the butt before something else does.

So I'm at Ian's because I don't feel like going back to the apartment. My computer and books are there. Things have been so strange lately. I am really excited to move into a new apartment in a few days. We get the keys on Tuesday. Finally the wait is over. Right now I am waiting for a certain kid to talk to me. There seem to be some technical ( Read more... )

It seems I've fallen back into a fimilar place. Most of my friends are fake. They either treat me like dirt to my face or in some sneaky way behind my back while playing fake nice when we talk or hang out. No one seems to want to tell me the truth. Which face are you wearing today?

Things are really strange right now. The past few days have been so stressful.

• Money issues suck. I mean it's ok now I worked it out, but I was really stressed out for a while. I spaced out and did something really stupid.
• I have to move out of my dorm a lot earlier than I was planning, so I have to go pack. At one point I was in danger of having our ( Read more... )

So I was on Blogger trying to do some things for work and realized that I missed blogging a lot. Even though no one really reads this because no one really has LJ anymore, I feel the need to post.

A lot of things have been going on in my life:

1. I just  finished my finals for Winter quarter! I was good, except for the fact that I've really been ( Read more... )

JK GUYZ.

thank god.

EDIT:

Horoscope is again very appropriate.

Although your long-term plans may have become more concrete over the past month, they might have slipped away as you moved closer to your goal. Now you are at another crossroads, so reset your compass and take a new bearing on your destination. Don't worry if you decide to head off in a ( Read more... )