It's really frustrating when you're trying to post about something really important and your computer keeps deleting it. I was literally done with my post and was going to type the last sentence when my computer decided to navigate away from the page and lose everything I worked really hard at. FUCK YOU technology.

 I am pacing the floor, yelling and screaming for answers. There's no easy way out of this, if there is a way at all. I always hoped for something better, thought that this time it was real. But I thought wrong and I chose wrong, and you are just like all the others.

 So I just lost everything I typed out just now and I don't feel like typing it all again. But something about this font and seeing my words on the screen makes me want to type more.

I have a lot of soul searching to do, and I don't know where to start.

Hello Livejournal. I missed you.

 So I've been kinda stressed out lately, but I think I'm getting over it.

I talked to one of the managers at Job #2 and found out what the deal is with the hours. Apparently they weren't expecting it to be this bad. I can't blame them with all the crap the company is going through right now. Either way I'll stick it out and see what happens. I don't ( Read more... )

 LOL GUYS just finished watching the Degrassi movie. It went as expected.

Anyways today was a good day. I haven't had a remarkably good day in a long time. Maybe a month. Who knows.

Jordan is gone again but I feel good because, well, today was a good day. And I feel NORMAL for once. So I'll be fine.

Today was the first of many days of me recording my ( Read more... )

 UGHHH

I'm trying to write the lyrics for this song and it is really not working out. It was so clear last week and now there's nothing. I'm so frustrated.

Jordan is home now. He got here on Sunday. And yesterday he woke up with the flu and had been miserable most of the time. I try to take care of him but now I just don't know what to do. Yesterday ( Read more... )

Gosh what I lonely life I have when my boyfriend isn't around. He's been out of town for a week, and the amount of time I now have to myself is overwhelming. I am an unintentional hermit. I don't understand how people can just go to work and come home every day. It's so boring. There is nothing to do at home, so I just end up wasting my time on the ( Read more... )

 I don't really have anything to do today until the evening. I guess I'll just clean the house like I planned. I hate doing the dishes, but the pile up so fast. I guess I should stop procrastinating and just do it. I have 2 rooms to clean before I go to work tonight.

 It's summer and I love it so much. Today was weird but it turned out fun. First I had a really freaky dream that my brother died. It must have been related to the Michael Jackson pandemonium. Anyway, it was a really scary dream and I woke up crying. Not a great way to start off the day. I went back to sleep after a while and I was over it when I ( Read more... )

I know, I aready have a job. But now I have two! I had an interview and they offered me a retail job. I'm going in tomorrow to fill out the paperwork. Then they should get back to me next week about training.

So the plan is that I will work there for a long time. When school starts, I'll just cut my hours. I think I should be able to handle to the ( Read more... )