remember when i used to beat up my arms? um because i felt so bad that i knew so much and i was having a huge poetry success. well it wasn't just my arms. i also hit my wrists and cheekbones. well i stopped for a year (today marks a year) but i had been doing that for about 2 years, the beating. so my point is: yes i have accomplished my goal of 3 ( Read more... )

Well I found out how to hack Myspace. so now i can change my myspace at school! Yeah, anyways here's my research paper: (i didn't take out the parentheticals ( Read more... )

now i need somebody to talk to ( Read more... )

a sure to hell poem that i don't want to even know that i'm writing it right now. i just want to write it out and forget about it completely ( Read more... )

What really happened. Ok here goes the story of what happened last week. Tuesday the little one, the eighth grader, my sis, was sent home because she threatened someone and attempted at cutting her writsts. Wednesday I'm all worried and I ask the school's special counselour Mrs. Espinosa to call the middle school to see if Arelys was sent home or ( Read more... )

gosh i wish it could all stop. my home is so disappearing soon. its all just so depressing around here. the authorities took away my younger sis. last night we couldn't go home cuz the cops were looking for my mom. i hate cops, child protected services and all that other crap.

sucks to be me

Yeah its not much here. I'm just like not feeling so well at all. I just realized this morning that tomorrow is october 15. but i'm not really thinking of that i'm just feeling it. I've been having the worst week ever and i actually broke down in class and started crying. Its like if there is no-one to like console me or like even bother about me. ( Read more... )

i'm at school and thanks to nolan i'm at livejournal...

I am so fustrated. I wasn't prepared to go to school. Sure I was anxious until I spend countless hours with some little girl that is my half-sister. Yeah! she's annoying.

STRESS! CHORES! aw crap

I feel so aloof. Well I've been feeling so aloof lately. Mainly because I'm like in control of certain people and stuff. Yeah like at work I'm the one that is sent to do important errands. Like today another girl, same position as me, was in the office but our Supervisor sent me to return an envelope. Joel, Jay, Eva, and Me... yeah we are the ones ( Read more... )