I

am

back

To a degree. I have memories attached to this journal. To many to throw away. And it really is a pretty name...

And although I don't care, tell me what you think.

I'm a curious person.

Due to some things brought to my attention during family thaerapy, I am going to close this journal down. I will be in contact with a select few with my new name. If you really want to know, comment and I'll think about it. I'm really sorry about all of this. I've had good times ( Read more... )

I don't want to live like this. I've been eating all day and fighting the urge to throw up. I almost did, but I cant because of parents. I want to cut. I feel If I gsin weight I'll cut, if I eat I'll cut. Like I'll cutt right now. i hate this

I have replaced my bad habit with something as equally unhealthy. I never thought about anything but self-injury before. Now all I think about is food. I'm going on another fast, but this time it will be longer than 3 days. And I will loose weight. someday I will be pretty. Someday someone will love me. I miss her.

I'm thinking of opening a new lj, what do you think? If so, what should the name be?
Wreched Beauty
Wreched insanity
Graveyard angel
something like that, maybe? I dunno, you can comment suggestions.

I broke my fast after ony 19 hours. I stayed up the night so i had been really aware of my hunger. I was feeling woozy. I got up to change the cat litter and I almost fell. My mom thinks I have a virus. I had to eat so I could feel better, or else I can't see my Grandma. But I ate. And I can't puke it up. I ate really badly, too. I want to die. I ( Read more... )

HELL YEAH!

( I'm hungry, I'm bored. On with the quizzes! )

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