Most of the time im alright. However when i have a few minutes just to let myself stop and think about everything that has happened to me and my family this year, it over whelms me. And i get chills up and down my body. And today on the drive home from work all i could think about is how ill never be able to own a convertible, or a honda without ( Read more... )

"please drive safe" has a completely different meaning to it now

 Well, its offical. Im moving back to michigan, at the end of the month. Im excited and scared and ready!

I have a week left of work, how crazy.
Its been crazy hot here, its been about 100 degrees everyday, and it doesnt drop to a decent temp till after 11:00 how shitty.
Anyway im looking forward to having a good time, with what time i have left in ( Read more... )

 Im excited to make more friends in austin. I think im finally starting to enjoy austin.

 In June Class of 2005 will have been graduated for four years. This has flown by, and the funny thing is we were all warned about this. And im thinking what do i have to show for it? I just cant believe its been four freakin years.

It was 91 degrees the other day, i know anyone in michigan would kill for a day like that. But the thing is texas ( Read more... )

Im growing so tired of this, so unbelievably tired. Im sick of talking about it, im sick of dealing with. Im sick of people laughing about it, because frankly its not funny, this is my family after all.

For the past two years our lives have been turned up side down. And its all coming to end, only, wait its not at all.

My dad found crackie dead today. While all of us hated her, and she was a very evil person to my dad she was wonderful. I hope he makes it through this okay. This effects everyone in such a huge way, im pretty sad tonite, and overly ( Read more... )

School started today, besides the fact that im uber poor its nice to be back in school!

Justin started his new job today, im so proud of him!

 I keep thinking over and over again, how can one person let themselves become so absorbed in one situation that they dont care that their girlfriend laid a hand on your own flesh and blood? I mean how could ANYONE be ok with it ( Read more... )

 The ambulance came to my neighbors house last night, and i was that neighbor that stood in the kitchen peering through the blinds haha. Anyways i dont really know what happened, i hope hes okay ( Read more... )