So Ive only been eatting 1 egg white on 1 piece of whole wheat toast. and its working but its getting kinda old. does anyone know of small meals to curb your appatite... thanks. <3 ::hugs::

fuck im F A T!

OMG! I ate so fuckin much today! I really wish I could throw up! I would kill just for one day to be able to throw up! I ate a 6in subway chicken terrocki plain! Then 3 friggin brownies and they were good size too! I lost myself control! I feel like I am like 4 million lbs! I probably am now! gosh I am so disappointed I just want to lay down and ( Read more... )

wow.. ok.. something is deffintly wrong with my stomach. Everytime I eat I get so sick to my stomach and end up losing what I just ate anyways.. hmm. odd? maybe its nerves or that I eat too fast.

good luck ladies!

<3,
Hannah

::thinkin thin::

Well good grief so much freaking crap has happened to me in the last month! Well my b/f broke up with me cause he said he was getting way too attached before he had to go away to college.. then I found out that my bestfriend only has at the most 6 months to live; she's had cancer for like 9 years gah it really sucks and it hasnt hit me yet I still ( Read more... )

Well... wow! I was doing freaking horrible up until New Years! Then my b/f made me feel comfortable in my own skin. persay. And would compliment me and stuff and tell me if I got any skinner he wouldnt be able to see me. So I got down to a good 105... I know thats not good but still better than I have been doing. Well we broke up a few days ago and ( Read more... )

Well these past few days have been pretty good I guess. Ive managed not to eat anything except lunch... which consists of a small turkey sandwich (crustless), diet dr. pepper, 2 fatfree snackwell cookies, and either a piece of apple or rice cake or neither... and thats all I eat for thday day! w00t! ~lol~ My new bestfriend is crystal light! Peach ( Read more... )

well... things arent going so great at all. One of my good friends got into a  car accident the day after thanksgiving and passed away December 1, 2004. He was only 18 and his car was his entire life he loved it more than anything in this entire world. It was a 2005 bright blue Lancer Evo!!! It kicked butt! Did I mention that he was my bestfriend's ( Read more... )

OMG there are so many pressures to eat and so hard to hide problems with food... so here's my calorie in take for today... Im not even going to explain why they're so high... im too depressed within myself! ::sigh ( Read more... )

Yeah so things are "ok" I guess. There isnt really a way to describe the state I am in right now. Its not a horrible one but its not a great one either. People have been bringing up the way I look lately and alot too! I have no idea why. Like Ive just been having random people coming up to me and like omg you're so beautiful.. Im just like no im ( Read more... )