So today turned into another wonderful day of taking pictures. After we went paintballing i hung out with jim, becky, Tony, mark, Mariah, and Eric for a bit before they left for the tailgating bbq. Eric is being nicer to me now, definatly not what i'd like but nice for him. Tracy is having her loft built today so i finally got pics of some of ( Read more... )

I hate it here in Rolla, there is absolutely 0 things to do. Theres a bowling alley that i can't get to cause you need a car, and thats it. I'm so sick of being isolated from civilization. Everyone here goes home on the weekends with the exception of like me and Glen cause we live 7 hours away. The classes are hard, the people are geeks, and i ( Read more... )

So Mike is wondering why i can't get a hint. Why i'm still calling him, why i still wanted to see him. Well because he gave me the hint a few weeks ago that i could call him if i was upset or scared or anything. That we'd still be friends. and that wasn't just a hint he said it to my face. So when he doesn't call back, when he avoids me I ( Read more... )

I don't know what to say, i'm tired, sick, and just plain disapointed in myself. I fell for it again. Good job toni. Just be a slut, they'll never actually love you anyways.

Well the weekend was good and bad at the same time. All of my worries about Mike were useless. Hes obviously avoiding me. He didn't call me all week. And i went to dry tech on sat. morning and he didn't even come up to me. I finally went up to him and said hi and all he asked was how i was doing. I told him he should return his calls and he ( Read more... )

First off today is September 11th. Everyone fucking take a second, one single second and remember ok? Its not hard and it still hurts ( Read more... )

So after long turmoil and stress i am coming home!!! Rides and plane tickets were bitches but i still prevail!!! So billy is now driving me to and from the airport here in St. Louis. We're leaving areound 3ish tomorrow and my flight is at 8:30pm. I'll get in around 9:30ish and my car with be waiting there for me. Why isn't me family there you ( Read more... )

Charlie Micheals and Brian meeks i need to talk to you mucho pronto. Email me or be online damnit!!!! haha just kidding. ANywho my email is Beauty354@hotmail.com and my phone number is 573-465-3695 in case you forgot i need to talk by tomorrow!

So I went to Leach theatre yesterday and i now am officially employed there. Of course i have a bitch schedule cause i'm a freshy but i work every 3 weeks or so until december when i work every week. But the plus side is that they mostly have me on Lights and Sound. I have a few on stage but i don't know what that entails. Because they also ( Read more... )

So i'm moving on i guess. I've got a boyfriend now. His name is Will. It's been building for a while now but i didn't want to jynx it. And i don't feel guilty about it either which is really nice. He asked me out last night or i guess it would be this morning. Me and the guys were up real late playing risk last night till like 3 then i wasn't ( Read more... )